The lesson of realness

My journey has come to an end now. At least for this time.
And while, at the beginning, I couldn’t imagine that at the end I would come to some kind of end point, now it automatically happened. Isn’t that crazy? I went away for more than 9 month and exactly at the end, during tha last few days it felt like everything fell into place. The circle closed, something became complete.

I broke so many things open and now, magically right now where the journey came to an end, now I feel like I found the answers.
It’s not that I know to do a certain thing this exact way now.
No.
Its more that I stopped searching for the instructions.
I feel like I learned the lesson of realness and authenticity.
The lesson of that there is no correct answer.
Life is not perfect and the real mastery of life is not perfection.
It is being real and giving your best. It is to try and to be fair and compassionate to yourself and to others. It is failing, it is making mistakes.
Realness is also to sometimes “sin”. Unconsciously but also consciously.
Life won’t be what you think it will be so just go with what is!

Here are some impressions of my time in Hazelton, BC.
I think I spend most of the time with my beautiful friend Louisa the pig and her piglets.
At first it was strange for me when I realized that I came for the horses but I hardly spend any time with them... but I just let it happen and trusted that it will be for the best. And I’m sure they still taught me everything I needed to learn. And so did all the other species. And of course all the people. Thank you Kesia (http://www.kesianagata.com/)